November 27, 2009

Friday the Holiday

Here i am on a Friday Morning.
Someone Special is coming to see mi.
Hehe~!
She wakes up earlier den mi todae. <-- this doesn't happen veri often
=X Wahahaha!
Rather surprised that she can wake up so early without mi givin her the morning calls.
Can't wait to see her.
=)

November 17, 2009

Her 19th Bdae And Our 3 Months Anniversary


Recently Baby has been veri busy with sch work/tests/post-exam stress and etc.

Well. I hope that it has been a very Special Bdae celebration for her this year.

Hope that this very Significant Moment is being appreciated and treasured.

Reminder: Dun play too much k?
must study and work hard for u upcoming papers! Jia you!

This is her, having her fill with the Bdae cake. =)
She looks exceptionally good todae.

October 23, 2009

To a Girl to thinks alot

When i heard abt it from Crystal.
I was kinda surprised.
Haha! Hiding ur face when Crystal tellin mi abt ur dilemma.
Lol! Someone will also paiseh one ar?
Haaha! Act cute la u..
HAHA! =X
wan to sms mi jiu msg lo..
Still must think this think tat..
Sa gua..
If i really busy, den i just take a longer time to reply u lo..
Haha!
Upon hearing all this, now i know you care for mi alot for mi.
=)

October 17, 2009

Yakult

Yesterdae was our 2nd month being together, Zhu tou treat mi go eat buffet!
We had Sakae Sushi! We ate like NO TOMORROW!
I Ate 5 HANDROLLS and not forgetting the other sushi + chawamushi.
Haha! Eat until so full that the next day dun even feel like takin my meals.
Zhu tou see le, also shocked! Haha!
Wad to do, order so many things but nv come ma..
haha!! Then todae she took bus from to go home,
but took from the wrong side. Haha! Blur!!
ended up she come look for mi. =)
I knoe u missed mi =P i do too.. Haha!!
But it seems like takin the wrong bus once in a while isn't that bad as expected. Haha!
Went to eat niwa sushi, den bring her go night market walk walk.
Next time if u want to sleep on bus, set alarm ok?
Den won't overslept le..
But luckly for her, overslept a few stops ba.. hehe!
The time spent being together is quite little these few days..
hope got more chance to pei her..
hehe~!
Thank You for the Sakae Sushi treat & the Yakult!
Appericated it when you came to look for mi todae..
It was so sweet of u. =))
I knoe you are veri tired..
Help you massage when i see u again~
Rest well ba.. Hehe~
I felt like a candle before u left for ur bus..
Hehe~

October 13, 2009

Live Lab Experiment

For so long, I have always thought tat..
as long as i have Y substance i would be able to get to where i wanted with just Y substance.
But now again i realise at times like this i think this isn't very true.
No matter how much time i have, it is still a Limited,
a constant, Still.. it's just a Constant Limited Time.
Everyone has the same amount of time.
Therefore.. Time is a factor which is universal.
But for some of us, a fraction of time is definitely used for some other purposes.
Work for money, study for education/better results & etc.
Now i realise tat i was lack of substance X.
It may seem to be a little too late to realise.
But i guess it's always good to realise now den not even notice it at all.
Which also sounds like being killed without knowing the reason why.
haha.
Especially when time is short, the amount of substance X seems very much more important.
Substance X also has the multiplier effect.
It is called Gift aka Potential.

Hmm.. i guess i can't really conclude much for now.
There isn't any "results" that i can base on to make my conclusion.
But thru daily progression i can assume and know where a person with onli substance Y stands.

I'm lookin for alternatives. Just if this isn't gonna work out.

But actually to think on the bright side..
I think i am rather quite good.
From N level, got into ite.
Sudden twist of fate manage to get into poly.
<--insert missing part-->
Den manage to obtain quite good grades.
I was already very happy when i was able to get into poly.
At that point of time i was rather Contented/Satisfied.
But now i am tryin and struggling in Uni.
Now i think i am actually being Greedy for more.
Am i?
Was my path for education already pre-defined?
Was i even suppose to enter poly and uni?

But if i look on the other side..
My friends from Ite also got into poly. Did very well.
Enter Uni.
If they graduate, and i drop out.
Should i be ashamed?
How am i suppose to face my parents?
I dun really care abt what ppl outside say.
cause the most important is what my parents think.
Because by ending this, means i am wasting my parents hard earned money and effort.
I believe if i let them know i wan to drop out(IF).
I Bet my mum would be thinkin.. i have a pathetic son. Useless.
Value depreciating son. <-- As you grow older/time accumulates, ur value drops.
Look at ur sisters. Look at urself.
24yr old. no cpf. no saving. no future. no life.
As I am really troubled by this every single day.
Sometimes i wonder,
why life can't be simpler?
It is really tryin to struggle thru tat 3 and a half years that worth it?
Definitely it is WORTH IT.
But is Can one MAKE IT?
That's another issue.

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October 01, 2009

Every Coin Has both sides

I dunno if i am allowed to say this.. but..
I have kinda regretted furthering my studies.
It has definitely made my life more difficult.
Initially everyone's smart, but education ruined all of us!
Haha~
but...
Just look at mi now, worn out every single day.
Eating onli 2 meals a day.
Scrimping and saving + struggling at sch just to suffer another tiresome day.
Sometimes i think is it really worth it to push myself so hard?
Just for something which i dun really know i can achieve.
But i am determined to try.
But does it means i will succeed? I dun wanna let my parents down.
But i am already giving my 101% effort.
slping at 3 - 4am everydae.
Walking to sch like a living dead.. zombie..
Welcome to the sch of The Living Deads..
Ok enuff of whining!



Of Course There is The Shinner Side of the COIN!
Tat is...
If you flip a coin u get a heads or a tails
Which sometimes ppl use them to decide on certain things.
But actually..
Time is really like a coin, you can onli spend it once.
Once you have spent that coin, you can nv get it back.
Well unless you can rob time back.
Haha. So spent wisely.
Especially time.
Time is really ain't cheap.
lol.
Wad i really want to sae here is tat..
For a moment with her, it's definitely worth tat coin.
Underwater World here We GoOooo!!

JELLYFISHES LOOKS SO COOL!!!!
Lol.. Someone eat ice cream until whole mouth also got =X Haha!!

September 22, 2009

West Coast Park Kite Lesson 1

Thank You Zhu Tou for helping me collect my stuffs at Tiong Barhu & buying breakfast for me.
=) If u nv come rescue mi with ur bread, i think i die at my doorstep liaoz.. Haha~





















Lol~ First time *Someone* flying kite lae.. HAha!Fast learner la *Someone*.. 1 time onli know how to fly le.. but see the middle picture... aiyo.. li hai until hao lian already, fly kite also no need look at it.. Haha!

Todae Zhu tou phone drop inside dustbin..
Luckily nv spoilt.. haha!
Dunno why but..
Zhu tou abit distracted todae, y? cause of the medication ar?
But todae still veri happy to see her.. Hehe~
Ice Age 3 + pop corns!! Haha!!
Okie, we will go watch cloudy with meatballs k..
hehe~ dunno when can see her again.. =(

Veri tired le.. ZzzZzzzz.. Recover Soon k!!

Miss Zhu Tou